awe.im still absent because of my grandma.ohh,it's exactly 3pm.i've just woke up and it's already dismissal.wow :)) it's a coincidence that i've just woke up a few minutes ago and it's already stc's dismissal.ahaha :)) it's a lot of fun

i thought i'm going to have a blog leave,but still i wasn't.im bored here in my house, and after an hour i'll be going to the chapel again.

and by the way, i just made my new [1st] layout yesterday..hmm...sorry im not that good at html codes :P

*ciao*

ps : sorry for the stupid post of mine, i wasn't in the mood to post just after i woke up. :P

ngayon ay setyembre 27,2007 pangalawang araw ko ng absent dahil sa kamatayan ng aking kinamamahal na lola. :(( haiix.alam neo,bago siya namatay di mo akalain na mamatay siya ksi sobrang sigla niya at nagkwekwento siya sa private nurse namin kung saan siya nakatira,anu-ano na yung mga bansa na napuntuhan niya,binnangit nga niya yung pangalan ko ee.sabi nea ako daw pinakapaborito niyang apo.dhil dun naiyak ako.siya lang di nman yung naabutan kong lola at di ko na nakita yung 3 dhil napanaw na sila nung ako'y ipinanganak.napakalapit ko sa lola ko.naalala ko nga nung nag-away kami ng nanay ko siya yung tinawagan ko at sabi niya,maghintay ka at papasundo kita sa driver at hayaan mo kapag dito na kayo sa filinvest dito ka lagi sa tabi ko.eh pano na yan,wala na siya?! pra ko na ksing bestfriend tong lola ko eh.habang papunta siya sa ICU andun ako sa tabi niya nung bday ko habang andun sya sa hospital asa tabi ko sya kahit di na kami nagpunta sa mall basta ksama ko lang xa.naiiyak na nga ako ngeon eh,katabi ko lang ksi yung picture naming dalawa.tpos malapit na ang bday nea sa oct 4 na.naalala ko dti nung may sbi nea sken.."chinchin,gusto ko sa bday ko gagawan mo ako ng movie tulad ng binigay mo sa daddy mo.." tuwing naalala ko yan,wala na akong magawa kundi umiyak.pra ko na ksi xang nanay eh.sobrang napakalapit ko sknia.tuwing kwinekwentohan nya ako,masaya na ako.tpos tuwing sunday binibigyan nya ako ng baon.nililibre nya ako ng lahat ng gusto kong pagkain.lahat ng gusto ko sa bday ko binibigay nea.napakadami kong mamimiss sa lola ko.pero khit gnun masaya na din nman ako na nawala na sya,masaya naman siya dhil ksama nya si lolo at ang kanyang mga kapatid sa langit.di katulad dto sa earth napakadaming sakit,iyak atbp.pero hanggang ngeon ayoko isipin na patay na xa,ksi ayoko pa xa mawala. may isa pa pla akong naalala,dti yung kausap ko siya sa fone naiyak ako,feeling ko ksi ayoko pa siya mwala dto...mukhang ako yung pinakahuling umiyak ksi yung iba tapos na at ako lang ang NGAYON palng umiiyak.haiix.wala na akong masabi,ipopost ko nlang yung ibang pictures ni lola sa multiply ko...

:(( *ciao lola* )):

sorry guys for the blog leave and i really need to focus more on my studies.projects.band practices
maybe ill just post once a week or maybe every other week and if im not cramming ill be also to post alot.

that's all for now. :]

*ciao*

ps: need to focus more. :]

sorry guys i didn't posted yesterday i was soo damn tired and im also absent today.ouch.my head aches a lot right now.okay,im going to start my post about our recollection yesterday,it wasn't boring at all.other sections said it was boring but still we didn't consider it as boring...some said it is just becoz i3 have unity and i believe in that one.

early morning, i woke up at 4am sharp.i went to school soo much early.i was the 4th one,thats why when beybs was already in there we went to the hs dept,had our little walk and chat we went back then we saw pauveroni and monina there,we notice that there are much time to went up at the classroom that's why we went back then again we notice it is already 6:30 its our departure time,we hurried down running and screaming.

at the bukal ng tipan, fun!fun!fun! just click on the link and you will see the pics : click this one. there's just one thing that i wont forget there at bukal ng tipan...sbi ni ms.balubar ibalik na namin ang aming mga gamit at nauna si pyong,tinanggal neo yung belt nea at syempre sobrang malaki yung pants nea sknea,mejo may nakita lng kme ni pauveroni na sobrang di kanais-nais...tpos nagkatininginan kami at sobrang humalakhak sa tawa at sobrang tawa ni pyong kami ay pinaguntog ni pauveroni na sadyang sa kamay ako ni pauveroni na tama at ang aking labi ay sumabog maliit lng naman,pero khit na...kahit nangyari yun tawa prin kami ng tawa hanggang nagkauntog ulit kami ni pauveroni sa sahig

at the school(7 pm), owh,fun again,pictures again. :]

im absent right now,kinda bored...owh its already 3 and 1 hour nalang dismissal time na. :]

gue2.im going to post the pictures already and do my assignments later...

*ciao*

tommorow would be i3's recollection.i hope ms.de lara won't be there. panira ng araw hehe. hapi reco i3 tsaka happy 18 SAS wow 3 months na us.stay strong :] hmm,everyday i watch my everyday life pattern,i notice there's sumtin more on what i know...,ill just keep it with myself.wheeee.*kiligwow,im being stupid again.when and why? i left my id at home and guess what my locker key was with my id.argh,i was finding manang viky all over stc. soo early morning i went to i5 and sent something to rita argh,i made her cry.why? ask her.,.and by the way,she is the one who started then recess went on without any sign she just threw the paper to me then at lunch she is with us,i dont look at her or anything.then after eating katrina and i went to tsc to sign for the bad audition. :] then after that monina said to me something that i don't want to hear from rita's big mouth.she said something,that irritates me.grr that's why i was left crying with our computer class and then *dingdong the bell rang for the dismissal wheee.i was saying bad words and all becoz i cant already keep it to myself,i talked with rita.she said sorry and whoever reading dis,i just really want to inform you that many people said that "clare, bt gnun kung glit ka tlaga sknia bt hindi halata.di ka ksi marunong magalit eh..." i want to agree with you tolens.your right, di tlaga ako nagalit sknia ksi nung unang sobrang high ako sknia,di nea nman alam at ngayong alam nea na...sobrang nagpapaawa sea na makipagbati..

well, i want to make a survey...
"if one of your friends made something that the whole batch, [higher level] would get angry with you that it is really not your fault even a tiny piece of shit what will you do to her...?" :|

oh well,just answer my survey at my tagboard.

may things to do,,,

*ciao*

wooh.i3 will have 4 quizzes tommorow.oh well, i need to study more and lessen my internet.yey,im already starting to improve.ms.san andres and ms.limbauan said so. :] i was flattered.hehe.another person made my blood pressure a bit higher today.you know katrina marbella? that bullshit ...!fuck.sinabi nea kay rita. i was wondering,,,panu nea nlaman,i6 xa sobrang layo nun wow.that damn bitch is waiting for another sugod .sinugod ko na yun,dti lng nman.she's just a new student and she's acting like she's been here since prep.oh well,rita apologize but still i won't accept her apology.cant you imagine,,,she almost make me "die" cnira nea ang aking pangalan sa hs juniors. wow.nice friend huh? oh well..thats life.

many things to do

*ciao*

THIS STUPID BLOG OF MINE IS UNDER RENOVATION, AYAW LUMABAS NG MGA LINKS.BAT GNUN.?


bstah,napanaginipan ko c burger,katawa..SANA MANGYARI YUN SKNIA. >:P

today is such a boring day,ayan.nasabi ko na sa ibang friends ko yung totoo na sinabi ko na kela ate jaky yung kay burger.ang kinahihintay ko na lng ay malaman nea yung totoo na cnabi ko at ang kanyang pagaamin woooh.dis day is such a fun the tle && pinoi long test was kinda easy except for the algebra i really hate math.i've got a line of 7 at my card for the 1st time becoz of math.grrrr.anyway.im currently eating honey STARS right now. (: delicious.hmm.ive already miss my friends except burger = isang traydor na kaibigan loooka,everyday prang lumalabas na yung katotohanan.marami na ding nagagree na xa.like hello,as if nman ggwin ni kat yun.! minsan nga wala yung paki sa mga nangyayari sa paligid nea eh.((: ahahaha.ayun.c burger lng nman yung tangi kong friend na may kagalit sa juniors eh.kaya ayun.wow.loooka.duwag pla xa eh, bket nea pa gnamit yung ym ko kung di xa takot.tssk3.lahat ng sikreto ay nabubunyag.kala mo di ko malalaman na hinahack mo na pla ako.haiix.inutil ka burger ayan na nman ako.naglabas na nga ako ng glit sknea sa fone tpos sbi nea naoofend xa.gagu.! baka guilty ka lng.sraap ganunin,pero still di pa nea alam na cnabi ko...haiix...cnira nea tlaga ang pangalan ko sa mga juniors.fuck.buti na lng pumayag c monina na sknea ko nlang ilabas ang glit ko kay burger.pak.gusto ko na sbihin yung name nea eh.pero wag muna...at everyday may nakukuha akong mga proof na xa yun ksi nagiinterview ako sa mga past classmates nea kung ano tlaga yung "negative" na ugali ni burger.woow.isa sa mga yun ayyy "WAR FREAK" ehh anu ba tong gnawa nea..hindi war.? tandaan neo : di ako war freak ..i hate war..kaya nga minsan kaunting away ng umiiyak na ako.yeah i know,im a cry baby okay2.nawawala na ako sa topic ko.ahahaha.ayan tsaka kpag nag"ate" ako..hindi "ateh" eeew.prang pang bisaya na ewan.((: tpos di ako gnun kumausap sa mga taong nakatatanda at kaibigan ko.hindi ako bastos na tao.anu pa ba?wala na akong maalala ksi lalo akong nahihigh sknea...ghaaad.maccra na ata tong keyboard,nabwibwiset na ksi ako eh.minsan nga natutuliro na ako dhel dto at napanaginipan ko pa kaya toh kagabi. >:P haiix..oxa.magaaral muna ako sa sci quiz pra sa mon tsaka magbbgo na ako at ayoko na magkaroon ng mga gnitong grades. ksi ba nman di ako gnito dti :c ayan.gwa rin muna akong assignments.dpat nga may band practice ngeon,pahinga lng muna kmi.tsaka... *sigh practice na din ako maya2 ng drums (:

*ciao*

ayan,mejo nahahalata ko na tlaga.ang kulang nlang tlaga ay umamin na xa.mlapit ko na nga xa paaminin eh.bstah na kwento ko na yung iba sa mga taong naapektuhan.ayun sorry kaunti lng.dmi ksing test bukas wala pa akong narereview ni-isa.

ayun.

*ciao*

'yngat keo. (:

continuation...

alam kong madami pren nagiinit ng dugo sken,i understand nman ksi..mlamang ako pla yung unang akala kse gnamit ang ym ko...oo na, tanga na ako kung bket ko ibinigay sknea...haiaan mo na nga yun...pero i found her guilty..[wow, hindi c erap ah..c burger] natatawa tlaga ako kung bket burger..anyway..back tot he topic..i found her guilty..ayoko na ipost bka mahalata nea na..ikwekwento ko nlang sa mga taong nakakarapat mlaman..ngeon lng nman to nangyari..grabeh..katamad magplit ng pw.ahaha.ayun.mejo narelieve na yung mga problema ko kse kahit papano, hindi ako yung napagsususpetshahan..gets neo..di ko kse alam spelling eh...

comment keo sa tagboard sa lahat ng mga nakakabasa...

un lng..update ko na toh lagi.. (:

ito..ibubulgar ko na po ang lahat2x na nangyayari sa buhay ko.hindi ko alam na..tratraydorin ako ng isa kong kaibigan..[btw, mhilig sya sa burgers kaya "burger" nlang code name nten sknea] hindi lang nea napapansin na sobrang nagiinit na yung dugo ko sknea kse khet gnawa nea sken yun,prang wala lng nangyari.sobrang prang di ko alam kung anung gnawa nea sken...well sa mga stc juniors, hindi po tlaga ako gumawa ng mga prek at chat na yun . alam kung tanga ako kse binigay ko kay burger yung pw ko.xa nauna eh, kaya exchange kme...kninang umaga kausap ko c ate jaky at yung ibang iii2, sobrang nashock ako sa nabasa kong chat, halatang hindi ako yun ksi yung isa may band pravtice ako tpos pinaubaya ko kay burger yung aking ym ng time na yun at yung isa nman ay 9 na bawal na akong magym kse weekdays xa...sobrang nasasaktan ako sa gnawa mo burger.! pte friendship ko sa iba kong kaibigan sa 3-2 SINIRA mo.alam kung di mo nahahalata na galit na galit ako seo kse hindi mo nhahalata.ilang beses mo na ako trinaydor burger..gr6 plang teo gnanito mo na ako.at alam mo nman cguro na kilala ako...sa pagiging "kinukuha yung blame" pero ngeon.."I CANT TAKE THE BLAME" why.? ano ako tanga pra crain yung reputasyon ko sa juniors.? HOY.hindi ako bobo.! sobrang nakakasira nga nman tlaga ng ulo yung mga pinagssbi nea eh..tpos dun sa "prek republic" na yun..sa totoo lng...nasa may lockers ako nun tpos may isang 1st yir ..nakalimutan ko na yung section ang dumaan tpos di nea namalayan bumagsak yung paper na nakabukas...edi yung pagkabasa ko tnago ko kse andun yung pangalan ng mga kaibigan ko at andun din yung akin tpos pinagkaguluhan sa i3 na di ko na namalayan pinagkatuwaan na nla at kinopya at gumawa nman ng ibang "da frick" na ewan ko ba sa mga crang i3.tpos dun nman sa chat ni burger at ni ate *ewan ko kung pdeng ibulgar, bstah friends cla..tlagang hindi ako yun, HINDING HINDI KO KAYANG SBIHIN SA INYONG 2 YUN KSE KAIBIGAN KO KAY0.halata nman na prinoprotektahan ni burger srili nya dun eh.! tpos..puro pangalan pa nea yung andun.tsssk3.sana marealise nea sobrang nakaka-high na xa grabe.hindi prin nea tinitigilan ang pagtratraydor sken...pro khet gnun..wala na akong magagawa kse gnawa nea yun pra crain ako..hindi ko alam kung dpat ko ba sbihin sknea na sobrang nakakabwiset na xa eh...haiix.

*ate jaky,naintindihan neo na po sana. (:

*ate joey,oo na glet na keo sken, wala nga akong gnagwa eh, kea pla nung mga past few days sama ng tingin neo ni ate irma.

*burger, LECHE.!

wala na akong masabi..sana maintindihan ng mga nasangkot sa isyu na toh na
HINDI TLAGA AKO...hindi ksi ako gnitong tao...sobrang nagulat ako sa mga pinagssbi ni burger sa chat na nakaya pa nya png sbihin yun ksi..
1st-she's protecting herself
2nd-gnawa nea yun kse glet xa sa mga tao? [sbe ng iba]

gue..bbye na.comment nlang keo..at wag na sana keo ,magalit.!

gonna tell you a story on what happened yesterday...morning - dismissal, would be laughtrips,fun and all.then Katrina forgot to bring her electric guitar then rita and kat planned to go back at kat's house..while waiting,darlene,angy and i ... nanghihingi kami ng mga pera.kasi napansin namin na hindi kasya pera namin para makapag-taxi pauwi sa house ko pra sa band practice then after 30 minutes, we collected P100.00 ahahahaha.then after that we planned to buy C2s and find charmaine,then after finding her, we are now finding for the taxi...soo much fun at the taxi...why..? kasi ba nman sa harap c rita at angy tpos sa likod kme ni charmaine,kat at darlene.kulang pa nga kme ng isa eh..c belle rey-matias..hayaan mo beltots kapag may practice na tayo,humiga ka na lng smen.sobrang nakakatawa nga kse..muntkan na kme masagasaan tapos siksikan kme tpos yung mga pinaguusapan nmen ay tungkol sa lovelife. after that i payed 60 for the taxi then we went up..find tabs for darlene and we practiced runaway and it ends tonight..next target song would be : girlfriend - kamikazee ..it's kinda hard..hehehe.still i need to practice it.then after 1 hour, angy and darlene went back at STC...then rita went home early..because they are going at tagaytay this day..cha, kat and i went at the 3rd floor to eat then after that we went down to practice then i opened my pc then we went online.soo much fun. nakakabangag kaya! soo after 2 hours...cha went home then kat was the last one... pansin ko lang : laging c kat huling nakakauwi ahahaha.ang saya kaya...she went home at exactly 10:00 then after that I went up then called up goci becoz monina was already sleeping..after 30 mins at the fone..i fall asleep.oh well.

*ciao*

ps : ill tell yah a story about what happened this day later. :P

sorry guyz for the blog leave .! This day was fun but still it was sooo...sad..this is the first time that me and KATRINA ELLARIS DE VERA had a fight..it was not really a big fight...umaga plang prang badtrip na xa na ewan..di ko nman alam kung bket. :(( feeling ko tuloy kpag kmeng dalawa lng..wala kmeng papatungunan..kse prang..nasasaktan na din nman ako eh..sbe pa nga nea dte.. sbe nga ng mom ko.."prang c rita lang yung bestfriend ko" ayan exact words nea yan..andto kmeng tatlo sa haus ko..sorbrang ayoko nlang magreact eh...pro sana nababasa mo toh.. :(( sooryy guys for my drama.becoz since prep...katrina is already my classmate..but this time it was different... bobo ko kse eh, badtrip na xa inaasar ko xa.. sana man lamang cnabe nya yung totoo..ehh hndueh eh..tumatawa pren xa tpos nung SEG na nmen..wala na..hndueh nya na ako knikibo..eh di tinalikuran ko nlang xa tpos umiiyak ako.. thanks God..mrs.dacutan didn't notice. (: hmpft,this day was also full of laughtrips before that happened..masaya na sana eh..sobra..to the max ang saya ko.. until..TADA...pabadtrip...tpos may isa pa akong ka-SEG na nang-babakstab. PUTANGINA *[sorry for the word]* nea.akala nea...hndueh ko bestfriend ang cnacbihan nea..LOKO..huling-huli kta..! ..but still i don't want to make any "soo-called-waaaaars".i'll just keep it to myself.oh well.these are the only things that happened..

*ciao*

many things to do


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